窒息

窒息...是一种什么样的感觉哦??

是透不过气吗?? 我不知道... 心里好累噢...真的好累...无助...心力交瘁...

爱与被爱都好累噢...我被爱的透不过气来了...爱的关心...不能怨!!! 怪只能怪自己不懂的如何来和的来与爱我及我爱的人来沟通和表达...

沟通与表达, 简单的来说不就是开口说话吗?? 我不是都常在说话吗??我这么爱说话, 这么三八!!! 原来说的都只是废话吗??说来说去都没说到重点!

是因为怕伤害到别人吗?? 还是因为不知道如何婉转的来表达与拒绝呢??

不说真话是为了要让他们好过一些吗?? 还是因为不想让他们操心呢?? 不知道, 真的不想知道...

突然之间, 好不想讲话哦!!! 只想静一下...

Dear, miss u so much oh...i like the way u luv me...no pressure, comfortable :) I need not hv to say too much yet u understand me.

I neeed not hv to pretend anything in front of u :)

I get tired of pretending strong, i'm ok in front of ppl...Yet, i duno how to relax of myself...or even can be said i cant be so...Hmm..or mayb i can while i still hvnt find the way to do so...

When u called me on last nite, my heart really break...i know u too very suffer. But dear, u know, to me, u r always a brave gal, 一个很棒很棒的女孩 :)

I know u dun like me to say tat, but deep down in my heart, i really so hate of myself for cant be there for u while u in time of need.

I feel 好心痛哦...为什么他们总爱打乱你平静的世界...也许我还太肤浅吧...看事只看表面...我真的好想把他们大骂一顿噢!!!

为什么我总是只能无助的站在一旁看着心爱的人在受委屈, 受人欺负...u like tat, Ewa like tat, Siew king like tat, Zanne like tat, both sis like tat, mom like tat...everyone oso like tat!!!

Jz feel kind of heart breaking...

Dear, dun worry, u know me stimes jz like to blar la. After tat i'll be fine la :) Jz wanna release my emotion for a while while only la, Hehe...even though i said so, i still know my silent present is very powerful and enough for u 1 la :)

10x dear...jz wanna say tat to u :) No matter wat time, no matter wat happen, u forever didnt interupt me la :) haha...kan we always like to wake each other up when we in trouble rite ;p

May god bless u and His peace be wi u :) Be strong and courageous :)